sheiko #29 is done, #30 is heavy

this morning I did w1d2 on sheiko #30. it hurt in the end.

I liked #29. that might be due since it is a ramp-up to real sheiko. handled the volume in #29 really well. it did not differ very much form my 5/3/1 with boring but big variation.

however, it seems that #30 will be a tough nut to crack. week one and three are supposed to be hard. we’ll see how my body handles it. as of right now, the entire upper body hurts. at the same time I’m having a great time in the gym.

while we’re on the topic of things I like, I really like what I am doing right now: educating myself to be of use to other people.

intended to write a long thoughtful post about sheiko. will do it later this week.

be good to each other!

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stuff I’m still too young to know

had breakfast with my mentor the other day. she recently retired and the mentor program is officially over for me, but we’ve decided to stay in touch. it is inspiring to discuss both great and small things with someone who sometimes approach the subjects from a totally different angle. the accumulated experience (i.e. mostly hers) yield interesting talks.

for various reasons, we talked a bit about death. a relative of hers died recently, totally unexpected, from a previously unknown heart failure. during the autopsy it was discovered that quite a large a brain tumor was growing. if the heart issue had not occurred, it had just been a matter of time before the brain tumor had begun giving symptoms. in a way, one can argue that the person was saved from an even worse fate (i.e. the brain tumor, which is usually a really nasty way to go). if one needs to go, let’s just hope it will be fast and quite sudden.

a comrade of mine died during the summer. several years ago, he experienced a psychotic episode and never really recovered. we grew distant after the psychosis debuted. partly due to him developing slightly paranoid symptoms, even though he never expressed any mistrust directed against me. I grieve him and the person he was.

with regards to lifting, I have completed the third week of my dial-in/ramp-up/#29 to real sheiko. it still feels really good. hopefully the end result will match my gut feeling. even though the weights are quite light, the total volume is still taxing on me. I take relatively  short rests between sets, 90 seconds. some of the stuff I did today:

  1. squat: 2×4 146 kg
  2. bench: 3×6 96 kg (paused)
  3. squat: 3×6 146 kg
  4. good mornings: 5×5 92.5 kg

and so on, and so forth. also assistance and builders. took about 1:45 to complete this. could fit it into the overall schedule of the day.

all lifts were easy at the time. now, a few hours later, my body aches as I’m slumped in the sofa lika a bag of potatoes.

be good to each other.



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sheiko, ssri, and the stubbornness

coach, fatman, mm, ugains and everyone else: I still lift.

  • bench is slowly progressing. pressed 110 kg 2,3,2,2 three weeks ago.
  • squat: did a relatively easy 7 reps at 155 kg.

decided to try out sheiko during the autumn. there are lots of things to read up on, but I am lazy and will do #29, #30, #31 and #32 in that order. so far I have only completed w2d1 on #29 but it feels pretty good. one perceived advantage, for now, over 5/3/1 is that I only lift three days per week. how this plays into the long term results remains to be seen.

wrists are now sore all the time from the pressing volume. decided a while back to do all presses paused, hoping to get stronker. yesterday, I benched sets of three reps at 96 kg. the barbell flew up, as it should. I’d like to take this a sign that I’m doing something right.

lately I have been thinking about my energy levels while lifting. people in the gym, mainly guys, are getting so pumped up before a lift. I do not feel that way. it’s just work that needs to be done because I have decided to do it. to each their own, I guess. as usual.

since before last chrismas, I’ve been taking ssri. really hit a low point, with regards to mood, last summer and basically just pushed through the the autumn. decided to consult someone, an acquaintance and a professional,  for whom I have great confidence. discussed back and forth. I had already made the big changes that I needed to to in everyday life, but was also in need for an extra push. got a prescription. whether is has been placebo or actual effect, it has been a great help. and, in this case, effect is effect.

treating lifting as part of the laid-out plan has also helped, I believe. I like to decide upon the approach and then see it through. it is true, of course, that my lifting plans could have been better with regards to attained results. this does not bother me. I have consistently gotten stronger and thereby continuously achieved my goals. to do three reps at 110 kg (and then continue with easy sets of two reps) is a nice increase from when I barely squeezed out three reps at 95 kg a couple of years ago.

be nice to each other.

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w3d1 – failing but still winning

as usual, I went to lift today.

for various reasons I have taken the entire summer off. all in all, twelve weeks of vacation. sure, the bank account suffers horribly but it is all worth it. attended a single day in surgery two weeks ago. someone had torn a certain muscle and someone else had a nasty fracture. too bad for them but great learning experiences for me.

now I get to sleep in every day if I so choose before going to lift. after that I can play with the cats, read or do whatever I damn well please. to choose so freely is great.


main lift

bench press, 5 / 3 / 1+.

  1. 5x 86 kg
  2. 3x 98.5 kg
  3. 2x 108.5 kg (1+)
  4. 2x 108.5 kg (joker)
  5. 2x 108.5 kg (joker)

I was really certain to get a nice three reps in the 1+ sets, something I did as a joker set(!) a month or so back. after the second rep I just felt I did not have it. thought too much about other things which was less than optimal. did two jokers with two reps per set. that does not equal doing three reps but it’s something.

I guess I can’t win in the gym every day. 🙂


close grip bench: 5 sets á 10 reps at 78.5 kg

lat pulldown: 5 sets á 10 reps at 95 kg

dumbbell shoulder press: 11, 10, 9 reps at 22 kg

dumbbell shoulder stabiliser: 3x 10 reps at 5 kg

dumbbell bicep curl: 3x 10 reps at 14 kg

that’s that. be good to each other.


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so, I went to eleiko…


a weekend in may, I went to halmstad where the eleiko hq is located to attend a basic level course in powerlifting.

a very valuable experience for a powerlifting beginner like myself. the coach was peter konradsson, a guy who started competing in 1986 and who never really stopped since. footage of him can be found here, among other places. peter works as a naprapath in södertälje when he is not lifting. a great guy.

purely by coincidence, another person from KI attended the course. we bumped into each other a couple of years ago and I remembered him due to him being quite big. the world really is small sometimes.

the youtube clip above is pretty good. it was recorded when the crew from barbell shrugged went to eleiko. I linked this mostly since they show off the facility in a nice way. not surprisingly, there were several power racks and platforms. they even had a exxentric kbox (shoutout to freddan with whom I did battle on the bjj mats a number of years back).

on this occasion we were ten participants, but two of them are quite accomplished powerlifters (737 kg total in -105 kg and 670 kg in -91 kg) from ASK who attended to learn more about how to coach in their local gym.

one person who have attended at earlier occasions have written about his experience here (much better and more thoroughly than I will do). a short recap of my weekend is below.

day 1

after getting to know each other a bit, focus was on the squat. started with theory and then split up among the platforms in pairs or groups of three. light warmup. tried to assess the technique of the other lifters. peter made sure to attend to all platforms and lifters, while the ASK guys pitched in as opportunity arose.

details such as stance width, depth, mobility and so on were adressed. I dare to say I learned a lot. polished my PR and squatted 183 kg without shoes before we called it a day. tried with 185 kg as well but lost my balance while in the hole.

day 2

started off with the bench. this was the prime reason I had for going to this course: my bench is not good. all my lifts can improve by bounds and leaps, but the bench most of all. got solid coaching here and made several changes to everything. increased my PR from 114 kg to 120 kg without struggling. also played around with a titan ram (like a slingshot) and worked up to a single on 150 kg.

last, but not least, was the deadlift. I thought I was doing things pretty much optimal here but I got several good suggestions for improvement. increased PR from 220 kg to 225 kg by the end of the day.


I am really happy that I attended the course. nice people, good coaching and lots of food. if you have the opportunity to go there, do it.


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for all happy/temporary endings

updates have been infrequent. I spend most of my energy in surgery, reading about surgery and convincing my better half that I still come home from time to time.

I have lifted as much as I have been able to, with elbow pain, and I think I may have pushed through this injury. while doing military presses yesterday I could do 2x 75 kg without discomfort.

training continues, hopefully according to the plan laid out in my extensive excel sheets. my plan is to be completely* work-free during the summer (beginning of june until end of august). there are some things that I need to take care of until then.

assisted one of the consultants in surgery two days ago, replacing joints (2x knee, 1x hip). I think I did pretty well and it seems to me the consultant agrees. hope to keep in touch with him in the future.

be good to yourselves and each other. see you on the flip side.

*: will also try to attend fun surgeries while carrying no responsibility at all 🙂

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summer looms, lifting continues

as the avid reader knows, I have chosen not to write much at all during the spring. instead, I have put my energy into work and actually lifting things. this has, so far, worked out quite well.

I am currently halfway through a 3+ week. benched 5×100 kg and squatted 6x 160 kg.the bench has really been shite since january when I slipped on ice, fell and hurt my right arm. this week, however, the tide turned at last.

bench: 5x 100 kg (3+), 3x 100 kg, 3x 101 kg, 3x 101 kg, 3x 102.5 kg, 3x 102.5 kg where all sets of three reps are joker sets.

squat: 6x 160 kg (3+), 3x 160 kg as a single joker set. did 1×162.5 kg to top it off.

looking forward to summer. I have two heavy weeks to come but have put in a lot of work already. this spring has been so awesome (family, work, stuff) and I have high hopes for the summer as well.

small things that I have especially enjoyed has been practicing anesthesia and intubation, orthopedic surgery and surgical ER. cutting people is the shizznit. let’s see if I can end up doing that for a living.

be awesome to each other.

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